Man, first of all, I'm so sorry. I hardly post on these forums because I don't feel super comfortable putting myself out there, but when I read your story, my heart broke a little. You are not alone in your experience, and I remember this same time last year when I got my rejections I was devastated. I distinctly remember the day as I didn't have the energy to even have the energy to get out of bed again for the day. I remember telling my mom the results, who seemed to blame the rejection on me, for being lazy or ignorant or something else that seemed to be beyond my control. We didn't tal